Kaali Conjunct the ASC——Psychic Sponge or Psychic Vampire?

I have done several charts with Kaali conjunct the ASC. It is a very hard position for Kaali as Kaali is your deepest energy. I do Kundalini yoga. Kaali is the Kundalini energy. If you have ever gotten in touch with your  energy body through yoga or meditation, that is your Kaali energy. The ASC is your outer life in the world. The ASC is the car you drive, the house in which you live, the clothes you wear: all the parts of you which interface with the outside world. You do not want to “wear your energy body on the outside” It would be kind of like the people who are born with their internal organs on the outside. I pose this question for you and await your answers.